| ... i'm such a fucking pussy. |
[Sep. 30th, 2003|12:29 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  disappointed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Son of Sam - In The Hills | ] |
i blacked out during the afi show... i guess i was dehydrated... my dumbass got stepped on... it fucking sucked. :-\ i feel like shit, i couldn't walk... i passed out on the ramp up to get a drink when i got taken out of the pit... so shitty... some fat girl helped me out... so yeah... one cool fat girl. ummmm... afi owns me... they played many good songs, cruise control like a mofucker! yeah... they also played some other goods... like 3-4 songs from sing the sorrow... i'm glad they didn't drown the whole show with sing the sorrrow music. ummm... bleeding through was fucking awesome... hot water music sucks... davey is god. mmm... jade looked really well and i'm surprised. he also played really well... hunter and adam messed up a few times but played rather well... they did mix it up a little bit however and change up the songs a bit... it was nice. i got to see rachell. that was cool, erm... i'm a fucking pussy... i can't believe my body quit on me at such an important time... it needs drugs maybe... that's what i get for being sober. bleh.... katie was fucking hot... i don't get why she is so beautiful in my eyes... it sucks... i could never completely have her... just there to tease me i spose. it was good seeing P.J. and serena... she looks really good... blah... really really good. erm... amber was cool... that works. i enjoyed our very minute conversation. erm... katie's hot. :-\ i can't believe i passed out... my neck and chest hurt bad from being stepped on i guess... my brother burned my ass crack with a cigarette... my sister was nicer than usual... katie JONES puked... she smoked some laced bud... dumbass... and got really pale... we scalped her ticket for 40 bucks... that works. uhh... why read this shit... anyway... i saw ari there... that was unexpected... not as many little teeny boppers there as i thought there was going to be. i saw PAUL!!! yeah... kool kid. apparently after i blacked out... all these girls that were telling me i was hot and such started calling me a pussy... because i loved afi so much and pussed out... it sucks... i'm so dumb... why is my body so dumb.... i wish it was my choice... a broken limb or nose... busted lip... why did i have to black out? fuck... it just wasn't meant for me to be so close to afi again... shitty. :-\ i've been thinking about fletcher a lot. he should be out here with me seeing them. wtf. bleh... dillan made out with the keyboardist from bleeding through... that works. so great for that kid... she was fucking hotter than a barrel of monkeys... ugh... i suck and i'm a pussy for my body quitting. ummm... afi owned... i still went fucking nuts while everyone around me stood still... so it works. the only one singing to the non-'sing the sorrow' songs... heh... anyway. good night kids... don't do anything i wouldn't... and i'll try not to either. |
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| i'm such a fucking whore. |
[Sep. 17th, 2003|09:38 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  gloomy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Placebo - Taste In Men | ] |
'Mmmm... to taste... touch... feel the breath of someone like you on my own lips after we break from engagement... for that breath... that breat that re-awakens our longing for lust... re-vitalizes us for that next engaging action... that action that sends my heart racing and pulses of ours take on a steep incline of rate... passion is met but not quite introduced... all ends... taste... drive to find that passion... unpatient... can't handle the suspense of our next encounter... you.... me.... passion... the three of us.... we must meet again.'-Nathaniel Soria (me)  |
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| sluts. |
[Sep. 17th, 2003|03:42 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | lonely | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Smiths - Hand in Glove | ] |
SLUTS!
THAT'S IT! yeah... |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 9th, 2003|08:00 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sleepy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Smiths - Last Night I Dreamt, That Somebody Loved Me | ] |
i'm home. thank you. mmhmm. been up a while. good morning. (goes to sleep) |
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| fuck you. |
[Aug. 5th, 2003|11:36 am] |
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+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ i'm listening to the smiths right now. fun stuff. morrisey is a god. let's see. now for me to be the epitome of cliche. --- the smiths, the clash, the misfits, the pixies, the cure, afi, him, son of sam, black sabbath, iron maiden, pantera, siouxie and the banshees, blondie. you know you like it, shutup. i smoke cloves and turkish golds. i do drugs. i drink while i do drugs. i smoke while i drink. i have sex. i try to smoke while i have sex. i drink while i have sex. i try to smoke while drinking while having sex. i don't like condoms. i use condoms. i don't have any STDs... but i might have one or three someday from you. i'm an alien. i like fire. i like ice. i really like vodka. corona brings out the beaner in me. i'm spanish and dutch. i can speak spanish well but i don't know how to speak it. i listen to music but merely hear it and i don't examine the true underlying meaning. are you having fun? i am. brace my hips, that are rather prominent for a guy, with your legs and make sure to straddle my crotch tightly. i move a lot. i'm a silent sleeper. i have an acoustic guitar. lay on my stomach and i will play guitar on your back and sing sweet mint scented breath into your ear while you smell the curve that i applied shortly after my shower. i bathe 3 times a day usually. are you still reading? i brush my teeth 3 times a day. i have freckles. can't you see? i love my dogs. cloe and petey. my last name is Soria. a city in Spain. i intend on living there when i get a wee bit older. i like miso, sushi, seaweed. green onions. caviar. water crackers with peanut butter. i like it because it tastes gross. a food i have to chase like an alcholic beverage. i'm your christ. i drink often and plenty. i share. i care. i like to cuddle. i also like to have sex however. i'm good at what i do. i am your best in bed yet. 4-6 hours. the question is... can you go that long? i prefer to not have my penis slobbered on. sit on my face after you break my nose. i like blood. i like metal. i like fishnet. real fishnet. not clothing. fishing line is good. i'm under rated. you're over rated just like weed. i'm over rated. F[uck]. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ |
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| so yeah... |
[Aug. 4th, 2003|03:33 pm] |
 probably can't even see anything. oh well. not coming home until fucking wed. now. :-/ *sigh* |
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| purple... :-/ |
[Jul. 31st, 2003|10:57 pm] |
ok... now i don't get home until sunday... bleh... unexpected turn of events, shitty... so yeah. have fun everyone. and ummm... enjoy your weekend without me... again... like it's really that hard.. huh? ehh... i know it is. you love me. you miss me. you want to stab me in the head with a spork. bye.
nate |
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| i'm just ugh... |
[Jul. 25th, 2003|03:58 pm] |
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i haven't been on in a while because i'm away from home and in LA... ummm... i'm going to hermosa beach right now and i fly back to new mexico next thursday or friday... ummm... yeah, and i won't be able to update for another week or so. so yeah. buh bye... rachel.. <3 and everyone else too of course ;) buh byes now. |
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| wow... |
[Jul. 14th, 2003|04:20 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  enthralled | ] |
| [ | music |
| | "The Bitter End" by Placebo | ] |
this is beautiful. i think so anyway.
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| stolen from rachell - thanks. ;) <3 |
[Jul. 14th, 2003|04:06 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | drained | ] |
| [ | music |
| | "Been Smoking Too Long" by Placebo | ] |
last car ride: it was in heathers car a few days ago to jennifer's house. (cali people)
last kiss: haha... my little brothers forehead before he left to my dad's house yesterday.
last good cry: thinking about fletcher. (my best friend that died.)
last library book checked out: i buy my own.
last movie seen: old school.
last book read: merlin.
last cuss word uttered: :-/
last beverage drank: mad scientwists kool-aid -- watermelon kiwi.
last food consumed: cinnamon toast crunch in soy milk.
last crush: yipes... serena :-X
last phone call: my mom (she's going to the lake... yeah.)
last tv show watched: whoa.... the man show i think... days ago.
last time showered: about an hour ago.
last shoes worn: emerica heretics.
last CD played: placebo - black market music.
last item bought: strawberry chap-stick.
last downloaded: the smiths - jack the ripper (original version - morissey).
last annoyance: my brother standing behind me reading what i write.
last disappointment: everything i've done for a while.
last soda drank: don't drink soda much.
last thing written: good night. (i'm doing it backwards mmhmm.)
last word spoken: good night.
last IM: sarah - xtaintedxsinx.
last sexual fantasy: erm... i don't know if this goes, but, holding the one i love dearly while talking to her... rubbing legs, breathing sweet breath onto eachother's necks, and then all of a sudden just turning to stone... that perfect moment frozen in time. suspended... perfectly. how great. :-/
last ice cream eaten: rainbow sherbert. but that's not really ice cream. i don't eat ice cream.
last time amused: last night at some random flash movie about a fish and it had a very cool song to go with it. mmhmm.
last time in love: sigh...
last time hugged: my mom last night.
last time scolded: i dunno.
last chair sat in: "this one" - rachel.
last lipstick used: some orange lipstick last year. it was cool. mmhmm.
last underwear worn: some very small star wars under wear to the pool at dashell's house.
last bra worn: ummm... my mom's when i was like... erm... really really miniature sized.
last time dancing: never.
last show attended: local show a few nights ago.
last web page visited: http://www.facethejury.com |
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| i think i'm homesick. |
[Jul. 14th, 2003|03:50 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sick | ] |
| [ | music |
| | "Last Night I Dreamt That Somebody Loved Me" by The Smiths | ] |
i'm about 2.5 weeks away from flying back home but i'm feeling the need to go home early. i love cali, or i did when i lived here. now i miss my sister and sleeping in my bed. i miss being around the people that i'm going to stay around for a while. maybe it's because i'm going to be sad to have to leave everyone yet again. :-/ kind of sucks. they really need to make a mood face for stoned. mmhmm. ummm... it's really early in the morning and i'm already bored. the day just started and i already want it to end. crappy. i miss my sister. i miss rachel. i want to see antone and talk to him, i have a totally different view of him now. it's kind of cool, he is a great person. we think alike. i like it. great minds think alike and so do serial killers... mmhmm. ummm... i met a new friend online... AND SHE LIVES IN NEW MEXICO! i didn't think anyone other than myself lived there. (hah) and umm... she is very cool and i would like to meet her and the such. that could be fun. mmhmm. i need a relationship. i think i'm getting lonely. i don't see how people can do this. i realize there are people that have way worse social lives than me... but dang. mine is pretty shitty. it's sad when your entire social life consists of the internet folk and going to shows. maybe i don't even try to make new friends. there's something wrong with me. i hate it. it sucks. i'm going to sleep now. let's have some wonderful dreams that i just might possibly remember in the morning. err... probably not, let's have fun waking up shitty again. i'm such a fucking fag. yeah. good night. |
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| erm... |
[Jul. 13th, 2003|07:38 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  confused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | placebo - been smoking too long | ] |
5, 5, 4/9, 9, 9, 9
4, 4, 3/8, 9, 4, 8
mmhmm.
carve your name into my arm. thank you. |
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| so yeah... mmhmm... |
[Jul. 13th, 2003|07:36 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | confused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | placebo - bigmouth strikes again | ] |
i feel like i'm in a game. i feel like i'm gay without liking the same sex. what's that? hmm... i hope to find love in a person soon. and i don't care what sexual label that person has really. sex is just a label and age is just a number. i think. love sucks. but who knows, maybe i just haven't found it yet. am i gay? am i straight? i find no satisfaction in either sex. crappy. so yeah, i'm going to play guitar and write. |
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| Barcode. |
[Jul. 8th, 2003|07:54 pm] |
 | LJ Barcode |
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| uhhh.... |
[Jul. 3rd, 2003|03:46 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | uncomfortable | ] |
| [ | music |
| | HIM - Right Here In My Arms | ] |
tired as a mofo. sick of being called a girl on FTJ. going to bed to get some sleep before heading off to vegas. let's hope i get a hooker, best i can do. just took a personality bullshit whatever test. and ummm... didn't do very well.
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